I want to kill myself infront of everyone i care what people think about me. I maybe mean, bad, idiot, evil and rude person to all my friend who i had hurt their feelings alot of time or maybe everytime. I think that i had a feeling in the future when i die i will go to hell and all the devils from hell will punish me for my own good. That is the only way that i can think of. I started to fight with people and say mean things about them.......and i hurt their feeling so much and it is in pain very painful. I dun think i will have my future and i will have the worse future i haven't had in my whole life...maybe or maybe not.
I feel embarassed when i did things wrong and i also feel guilty when i do things bad....I just want to say to all my friends whu i hurt them for the past few months...that I'm so super duper sorry for being bad to u guys and my life in Peiying for 6 years minus 2 years i have ruined. I only left 4 years i have the memories that i had fun...but if u all dun accept my apology den i understand..i will not disturb u guys anymore...just leave me alone from monday onwards.. Labels: I wanna kill myself..
