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Friday, October 23, 2009
5:51 AM

I want to kill myself infront of everyone i care what people think about me. I maybe mean, bad, idiot, evil and rude person to all my friend who i had hurt their feelings alot of time or maybe everytime. I think that i had a feeling in the future when i die i will go to hell and all the devils from hell will punish me for my own good. That is the only way that i can think of. I started to fight with people and say mean things about them.......and i hurt their feeling so much and it is in pain very painful. I dun think i will have my future and i will have the worse future i haven't had in my whole life...maybe or maybe not.

I feel embarassed when i did things wrong and i also feel guilty when i do things bad....I just want to say to all my friends whu i hurt them for the past few months...that I'm so super duper sorry for being bad to u guys and my life in Peiying for 6 years minus 2 years i have ruined. I only left 4 years i have the memories that i had fun...but if u all dun accept my apology den i understand..i will not disturb u guys anymore...just leave me alone from monday onwards..

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1:15 AM

Hey....long time no post...hahaha..seriously..i'm not joking..never touch the oopppsss i mean long time never write anthing on my blog..haha...i have nth to type so i gtg...bye guyz...

Btw i just wanna say if anyone reads dis to all my friends i just wan to say dat i really really sorry if i have don anything wrong for the past few months...i feel guilty when i did mean things to u all...maybe when i die i willgo t hell...cause i had do mean things and lie to u all..
i'm sorry to all of my friends i know for the past few months..